Well,
within the past week, I have been making the move to BYU-Provo. This has been
the most difficult as well as the most exciting week of my life! I teared up
and broke down multiple times with my parents. Our family is incredibly close
and saying goodbye to my sisters and then my parents was so hard. I worried
about roommates, classes, church, everything. I had so many insecurities and
wondered was really such a good idea! I didn’t sleep in the dorm until Saturday
night because I wanted to enjoy every last minute with my parents.
Brad and
Laura Henderson came down to visit and they brought me two baskets of fun stuff
for my dorm. They are too sweet their support means the world to me. Natalie
and Tony Blevins, RJay and Sheree Henderson and their kids, and my Grandma
Kathy Henderson came down to visit as well. We had a blast at Trafalga and I’m
so grateful for a loving family that truly wants the best for me.
I’ve just
been so nervous this week and I asked my dad for a father’s blessing Saturday
night. It was perfect because just before Brad, Laura, my parents and I walked
the campus and found my classes. There is an incredible spirit on campus that
quieted so many of my fears and helped me to feel confident. Later that night I
received my blessing and I will never forget how strong that Spirit was. All of
my insecurities vanished for the time being and I knew BYU was where I’m
supposed to be. My Father in Heaven counseled me multiple times throughout the
blessing to smile and share my joy and warmth with all of those around me
because I would never know who really needed it. It was also revealed to me
that I have been given multiple spiritual gifts and it’s my job to discover how
to use them to bless the lives of those around me. My Heavenly Father told me
how proud of me He was so far and it was said multiple times that I’m one of
His choice spirits. Interestingly, most of my blessing centered on serving
others, blessing the lives of those around me and little on school. Although my
education is incredibly important, and I will be studying all the time, I need
to make sure I jump in and serve as often as I can. I know that I am here for a
purpose and that the Lord has a plan for me. I’ve made it a goal this year to
make my life about other people rather than myself and to truly seek out
Christ.
Sunday
morning all of the roommates and I went to church together and it was literally
amazing. Our bishopric loves us so much and they gave some truly inspiring
talks. It was dead silent in sacrament and the Spirit was so strong. A boy
named Conner Simmons gave the Sunday School; he spoke about a sure foundation
and the power that comes from having one. I was impressed by his testimony and
the different perspectives he shared. I’m excited for my calling in the ward; I’m
ready to get involved! My roommates are adorable and I feel like I truly lucked
out! They are Jennie Moon, Miquela Stokes, Emma Jones, Tamsyn Randall, and
Linsie Wong. We get along really well and yesterday we spent the afternoon
painting letters for our dorm room. I’m so grateful my mom had the idea because
it got us all talking! I’m excited for this semester even though I’m a little
nervous about balancing everything. I know though that as long as I live the
commandments, rely on the strength of my Father, and have faith, everything
will work out.
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